Art, the aesthetic capture only seen through the lens and the illustration put together by the awakened minds and delusions of talented young artists...all i have is praise and admiration for their work. If i could only spiral my way in their heads and extract what can be a dosage of my own creative out burst.
Today, i just have this peeved emotion flowing all over me..some hormonal rage, .oh god i just feel so numb...and unwell. It kinda feels like I'm bed ridden and all movements are somewhat rigid today. I am just tired, physically. It is almost 3 weeks since i came back to Melbourne, still trying to adjust back to my uni routine.ahhh such nervous tension! No proper rest, all this due to the consuming hours of my weekends out. I need to get back in shape.I must be a nerd again. But there are so many distractions these days. Just wish i could build a wall in between.
Tried reading abit of Kahlil Gibran pieces. His lyical words of wisdom is just what i need!
I mentioned i do not feel too well, so yeaa am dodging class today. First time so far in week 3...yea i'm taking the day off.
Amazing as it was, I still do not know where this would lead me to. If only there were hints of passage ways to help me make my way through...don't want to be lost again! ...but i am only at the start. for now, it is to fill my need, and not my emptiness..let there be laughter and sharing of plessures.~
I smell evil everywhere, every moving thing is conniving. You just got to stand a lil backwards and watch your every step.These days people aren't as what they appear to be. I see good in them but i also see alterior motive. All i can do is watch my own back and not leech on to others,you're practically your own shield.
This is the summer heat hatred..and you call this autumm? This is all due to the heat..180degrees for the past week...now tell me how is it that i can't be all moody.? Ahhh all in all, today Monday is so mundane~
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