Dress to impress or dress to express? trendsetter or fashion faux?
try hards or true to risk it all? Pages and pages i have flipped over and found myself in the aesthetic wonderland of fashion invasion. People arre getting trendier these days, making a statement and creatively tweaking their style to call their own. I am impressed. I easily fascinate myself with those who TRY and is not afraid to put themselves out in a world where all eyes would be gazing at what we where, who we wear.
I have one girl to thank, Agyness Deyn., an inspiration of play-around-wearable-pieces. She is the epitome of spunk.
Mad weekend, two weekends in a row to be precise. T.a.g nights are always fantastic when it comes to music choices, great tracks cued up never fail to put a smile on my face, yeah yeah yeah!
Only sucky part, it gets too smokey and i try so hard to keep a soulful face but struggling hard not to suffocate. Probably smoking in clubs should be banned in KL, the government should enforce this ruling , not so hard to do yea? Need a fag, walk out the club, smoke outdoors, we all need some fresh air whilst partying.
Thank god i need not be part of this by next week. Back to Melbourne bebeh..so much to do, can't wait though.
I am waiting for a little mindtrip here.....Explosion in the Sky tonight! the waiting is finally ovah! Sooooo eager, excited and anticipate much to go rock it with my friends and new friends. It's gonna be another round of Mogwai experience i had last year. time to get trippy beee- till then ------Cheers~
Monday, February 18, 2008
Friday, February 8, 2008
Ouchh
As we grow older and find our sense of independence, there are some fun and unforgetful daily encounters that makes every minute seem like your last, while there are also those unlucky days where you try hard to avoid or find excuses for... not gonna happen!
One of my unlucky ones i just have to bare with for now is filling forms! As much as i have to do it, i just hateeeeeeee it! nothing about it is fun, the look of in on paper isn't flattering at all either. Just one of those stuff we grown ups have to do whether we like it or not.
And to make things worse, filling an application online is such a hassle as it is of convienience. I find it to result in both ways. Like today, my application for my student visa didn't go through due to some network failure on their system database. I retrive again, sama thing. So i emailed them for enquiry matter which is sooo tiring..like its really hard to explain yourself in typing, trying to keep it nice and short. You know how some of them staff are just dumbluck.
The other part, is waiting for their reply. They take ages to reply, and i hate repeating myself.
Makes me feel annoyed with myself.lol
On a happier note, Chinese new year with the family was very mediocre this year as it has always been over the previous years. How i see it with my family, the older we get and handle our own lives seperately, though we stick together but the togertherness as a family sort of alienates us, we just grew apart with the other relatives. It's just a time for our immediate family to bond and share stories, but i can't be bpthered catching up with the others. I only make time when it we plan to go visiting. Getting older laaa..all this just doesn't excite me as much you know, like when you''re still a young girl, any festive celebration or social occasions with family members are the ones you're eager to look forward to, getting presents from your aunt and uncle, mucking around with your cousins, the amount of red packets that for sure brightens up your face. It ain't like that anymore, or in other words, the spirit is just not there. Maybe cause brother Kevin wasn't around. No point having a lavish reunion dinner when the family isn't complete.
Maybe as i get older , i realise its time to tone it down. For me now, "less means more".
By living life with that outlook, i'll be able to appreciate those moments and people even more.
Since being back in KL, ive lived life in the simpliest form. Haven;'t spend much on anything unnesasary, been spending heapss of time at home which is good on many levels with Mum.
Helping around the house, cleaning up places where i usually don't even bother, even being the generous daughter that i am by cooking for the family and stuff. Simple things really that i hope have made them realise I have changed and evolved in my own way being apart from them. I just need to prove that I'm able to take care of things and fix myself up with my own iniatitives, not just getting what i want, but also making up for it.
God willing, the person reading this would to...yayyy!
Ok..tonight is Above and Beyond@ Zouk Kl. Hope i won't be dissapointed.
One of my unlucky ones i just have to bare with for now is filling forms! As much as i have to do it, i just hateeeeeeee it! nothing about it is fun, the look of in on paper isn't flattering at all either. Just one of those stuff we grown ups have to do whether we like it or not.
And to make things worse, filling an application online is such a hassle as it is of convienience. I find it to result in both ways. Like today, my application for my student visa didn't go through due to some network failure on their system database. I retrive again, sama thing. So i emailed them for enquiry matter which is sooo tiring..like its really hard to explain yourself in typing, trying to keep it nice and short. You know how some of them staff are just dumbluck.
The other part, is waiting for their reply. They take ages to reply, and i hate repeating myself.
Makes me feel annoyed with myself.lol
On a happier note, Chinese new year with the family was very mediocre this year as it has always been over the previous years. How i see it with my family, the older we get and handle our own lives seperately, though we stick together but the togertherness as a family sort of alienates us, we just grew apart with the other relatives. It's just a time for our immediate family to bond and share stories, but i can't be bpthered catching up with the others. I only make time when it we plan to go visiting. Getting older laaa..all this just doesn't excite me as much you know, like when you''re still a young girl, any festive celebration or social occasions with family members are the ones you're eager to look forward to, getting presents from your aunt and uncle, mucking around with your cousins, the amount of red packets that for sure brightens up your face. It ain't like that anymore, or in other words, the spirit is just not there. Maybe cause brother Kevin wasn't around. No point having a lavish reunion dinner when the family isn't complete.
Maybe as i get older , i realise its time to tone it down. For me now, "less means more".
By living life with that outlook, i'll be able to appreciate those moments and people even more.
Since being back in KL, ive lived life in the simpliest form. Haven;'t spend much on anything unnesasary, been spending heapss of time at home which is good on many levels with Mum.
Helping around the house, cleaning up places where i usually don't even bother, even being the generous daughter that i am by cooking for the family and stuff. Simple things really that i hope have made them realise I have changed and evolved in my own way being apart from them. I just need to prove that I'm able to take care of things and fix myself up with my own iniatitives, not just getting what i want, but also making up for it.
God willing, the person reading this would to...yayyy!
Ok..tonight is Above and Beyond@ Zouk Kl. Hope i won't be dissapointed.
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Hear say hear do
hmmmm, with pages of this fascinating ‘book’ that takes readers, myself personally on a journey through the intricacies of lovehate. With mind-blowing detail, the understanding on flirtation, lust, and raw sensuality allow me to free any inhibitions and enjoy the power of sexuality on a mind-altering level. Won’t you?? Curiosity and the joy of fresh, as well as established relationships are beautifully written while the pain and frustration of lost or faltering trial love error is cleverly penned with unparalleled sensitivity. I really enjoy the controversial mind that thinks about what flaws and negativity shun by people would be if that were the purest of existence in lovehate priority. It also helps me understand why mistakes are meant to happen over and over again, even before it happening, you see it falling into place, but noo, no mistakes prevent us from making another one.
Life is what it is, trial and tribulation.. reality and facts, can’t always depend on em. I am a possible idealist. Because of my past relationships,and tremendous efforts to stay grounded, and the scares I get now and then, nothing is what it seems to be and all I can do is have my deep thoughts with me. A dreamer who has visions and picturesque expectations where you don’t always need to be practical but somehow imagination paints a bigger picture of fulfillment even at the most loneliest times.
I’m sure you’ve all heard the term “Rebel without a cause”. I feel like my generation all took to creating a refined perfect world. So we grew up artist turned narcissist. Any great tragedy had to be our own. Our generation is walking around in a daze because we were not stiffened by the 50’s or liberated by the sixties. I wasn’t even born to play in the seventies and the eighties are just childhood memories.
We creatures on the Darwinian edge, Rationals and Idealists with both advantage and a disadvantage. In a certain sense we are adapted to the ways of the future, which is evolving, but on the other hand, the future is not yet here. And there in lies the rub.So, with lovehate ideals ive planted in my head, at least I am aware that my perspectives would not conflict in how I tune into reality.
And from the words of French Educator, Jacques Barzun “Idealism springs from deep feelings, but feelings are nothing without the formulated idea that keeps them whole.”
ohhh..and counting the days to Explosion in the Sky, are you with me???
I'm quite surprised many KL-ians have heard of em, wonder whether their going for the music that defines their taste, or being estatic EITS followers like myself, i'm a huge fan! or as typical scene followers just trying to blend into the crowd. I do wonder because i had a msn chat with a friend and he told me a friend of his has an EITS teeshirt, but when asked, he went like "huh, this shirt is from a band arr'?
So we shall see. Heaps of people i know would be going, thanks to Facebook.ha ha so hopefully this will be a time to bump into em, and fill in the void.
Life is what it is, trial and tribulation.. reality and facts, can’t always depend on em. I am a possible idealist. Because of my past relationships,and tremendous efforts to stay grounded, and the scares I get now and then, nothing is what it seems to be and all I can do is have my deep thoughts with me. A dreamer who has visions and picturesque expectations where you don’t always need to be practical but somehow imagination paints a bigger picture of fulfillment even at the most loneliest times.
I’m sure you’ve all heard the term “Rebel without a cause”. I feel like my generation all took to creating a refined perfect world. So we grew up artist turned narcissist. Any great tragedy had to be our own. Our generation is walking around in a daze because we were not stiffened by the 50’s or liberated by the sixties. I wasn’t even born to play in the seventies and the eighties are just childhood memories.
We creatures on the Darwinian edge, Rationals and Idealists with both advantage and a disadvantage. In a certain sense we are adapted to the ways of the future, which is evolving, but on the other hand, the future is not yet here. And there in lies the rub.So, with lovehate ideals ive planted in my head, at least I am aware that my perspectives would not conflict in how I tune into reality.
And from the words of French Educator, Jacques Barzun “Idealism springs from deep feelings, but feelings are nothing without the formulated idea that keeps them whole.”
ohhh..and counting the days to Explosion in the Sky, are you with me???
I'm quite surprised many KL-ians have heard of em, wonder whether their going for the music that defines their taste, or being estatic EITS followers like myself, i'm a huge fan! or as typical scene followers just trying to blend into the crowd. I do wonder because i had a msn chat with a friend and he told me a friend of his has an EITS teeshirt, but when asked, he went like "huh, this shirt is from a band arr'?
So we shall see. Heaps of people i know would be going, thanks to Facebook.ha ha so hopefully this will be a time to bump into em, and fill in the void.
Sunday, February 3, 2008
Orgasmic Techno
One night i was in bed for six straight hours listening to techno. I was going through my music folder, browsing live sets, and reading reviews.Plus i was '5ive'd' off my head. A very jolly time to be spontaneous and write a little something all for the love of techno. I was a tiny rendition of Bob Marley, on his dope he found the inspiration to make beautiful lyrical rhymes, ironically, when you're on any form of substance, random 'intelligence' pours out. So heres to one of those nights:)
Dancing to a Cave mix or hard bass of Inigo Kennedy
She asks for so little, it just doesn't seem right
That even ladies less pretty or experienced, it seems,
Are out there dancing and living her dreams.
The frozen smile is growing heavy on her face,
As a lively Swing tune picks up the pace;
Cannot anyone see just how deeply she yearns to be dancing, to Hertz
If you don't know hertz, you don't know techno
Oh, to be cursed with this burning desire to dance,
To sit and wait patiently for every single chance
To feel the heart, the soul, and the body complete
Integrated with the music from her head to her feet.
Feeling every beat of its monstrous bassline
A climax of an rhythemic orgasmic out-of-body experience
She exagerrates, but purely techno made her no saint
Tearing her soul, her mind, and her body apart.As she aches to express the feelings the music provokes,
The music so perfect, so full of dreams and of hopes.
Dancing to a Cave mix or hard bass of Inigo Kennedy
She asks for so little, it just doesn't seem right
That even ladies less pretty or experienced, it seems,
Are out there dancing and living her dreams.
The frozen smile is growing heavy on her face,
As a lively Swing tune picks up the pace;
Cannot anyone see just how deeply she yearns to be dancing, to Hertz
If you don't know hertz, you don't know techno
Oh, to be cursed with this burning desire to dance,
To sit and wait patiently for every single chance
To feel the heart, the soul, and the body complete
Integrated with the music from her head to her feet.
Feeling every beat of its monstrous bassline
A climax of an rhythemic orgasmic out-of-body experience
She exagerrates, but purely techno made her no saint
Tearing her soul, her mind, and her body apart.As she aches to express the feelings the music provokes,
The music so perfect, so full of dreams and of hopes.
the birth of an earthling
Here I stand,Until the time
Was it a crime to see what cannot be touched
Hear voices speak words that can't be undone
Was it my fault I was invincible
To the naked eye, I am invisible I cannot be seen because no one wants to see me I am different
Different from the rest of them So they ignore me but I don't ignore them
No one is friendlyWhy were they so blind Because I am not themI am only mine I am different
But I can see But they can't see me .I watch them fall
Divided they fall Together they die But here I stand,until the end of time
Was it a crime that I was unique
Original to the human mind I was invisible to there standards
Invisible to their lies but as they kneel to begI watch them beg
But here I stand until the end of time
Was it a crime for me to live my life A crime for wanting to love
No one would answer ,but only pawn on. So I will wait until the end of time.
Was it a crime to see what cannot be touched
Hear voices speak words that can't be undone
Was it my fault I was invincible
To the naked eye, I am invisible I cannot be seen because no one wants to see me I am different
Different from the rest of them So they ignore me but I don't ignore them
No one is friendlyWhy were they so blind Because I am not themI am only mine I am different
But I can see But they can't see me .I watch them fall
Divided they fall Together they die But here I stand,until the end of time
Was it a crime that I was unique
Original to the human mind I was invisible to there standards
Invisible to their lies but as they kneel to begI watch them beg
But here I stand until the end of time
Was it a crime for me to live my life A crime for wanting to love
No one would answer ,but only pawn on. So I will wait until the end of time.
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