Hear say hear do

hmmmm, with pages of this fascinating ‘book’ that takes readers, myself personally on a journey through the intricacies of lovehate. With mind-blowing detail, the understanding on flirtation, lust, and raw sensuality allow me to free any inhibitions and enjoy the power of sexuality on a mind-altering level. Won’t you?? Curiosity and the joy of fresh, as well as established relationships are beautifully written while the pain and frustration of lost or faltering trial love error is cleverly penned with unparalleled sensitivity. I really enjoy the controversial mind that thinks about what flaws and negativity shun by people would be if that were the purest of existence in lovehate priority. It also helps me understand why mistakes are meant to happen over and over again, even before it happening, you see it falling into place, but noo, no mistakes prevent us from making another one.

Life is what it is, trial and tribulation.. reality and facts, can’t always depend on em. I am a possible idealist. Because of my past relationships,and tremendous efforts to stay grounded, and the scares I get now and then, nothing is what it seems to be and all I can do is have my deep thoughts with me. A dreamer who has visions and picturesque expectations where you don’t always need to be practical but somehow imagination paints a bigger picture of fulfillment even at the most loneliest times.

I’m sure you’ve all heard the term “Rebel without a cause”. I feel like my generation all took to creating a refined perfect world. So we grew up artist turned narcissist. Any great tragedy had to be our own. Our generation is walking around in a daze because we were not stiffened by the 50’s or liberated by the sixties. I wasn’t even born to play in the seventies and the eighties are just childhood memories.
We creatures on the Darwinian edge, Rationals and Idealists with both advantage and a disadvantage. In a certain sense we are adapted to the ways of the future, which is evolving, but on the other hand, the future is not yet here. And there in lies the rub.So, with lovehate ideals ive planted in my head, at least I am aware that my perspectives would not conflict in how I tune into reality.
And from the words of French Educator, Jacques Barzun “Idealism springs from deep feelings, but feelings are nothing without the formulated idea that keeps them whole.”


ohhh..and counting the days to Explosion in the Sky, are you with me???
I'm quite surprised many KL-ians have heard of em, wonder whether their going for the music that defines their taste, or being estatic EITS followers like myself, i'm a huge fan! or as typical scene followers just trying to blend into the crowd. I do wonder because i had a msn chat with a friend and he told me a friend of his has an EITS teeshirt, but when asked, he went like "huh, this shirt is from a band arr'?
So we shall see. Heaps of people i know would be going, thanks to Facebook.ha ha so hopefully this will be a time to bump into em, and fill in the void.